Chin Up Butter Cup!!

Definitely not our month....

Not only did we get a nice big fat negative pregnancy test... but also no period. I don't get it. Shouldn't the progesterone in itself force my body to have a period? Should I be worried? I had a period last month and that was my first month on the medicine so what's going on??


I'm feeling very discouraged this week. I think I need to get out of the house and do something for me. Maybe I should get a gym membership.

Something positive....I can't wait for:
*Friday! Friday is graduation night.

*Feb 15th when I get to go do impressions for my new pretty smile and pick.... actually pick....what color of teeth I want!!

*Feb 28th: Going to Disney World with Colton, Kristen, Brandon and Ian. I am so excited! And I can't wait to see Colton's face when he finds out he's getting on a airplane instead of going to school!!

March 10th: My big surgery! I'm sure for a few days after I'm going to be so out of it from pain meds but I really cannot wait to get the pretty smile I've been dreaming of since I was a little girl. Right now, I find myself covering my mouth a lot and putting on a fake smile so my teeth won't show. I can't even imagine how great it's going to feel to throw that insecurity aside! I wish it was tomorrow!

March 25th: Going to a concert with Tim and Sara! The Music as a Weapon Tour in Cedar Rapids! Sevendust, KoRn, Disturbed and In This Moment. Woo hoo!! It's going to be so much fun!

So for today I'm going to put TTC in the back of my mind and look forward a little further.