This is my family. And after the recent doctors appointments we are clear that this is the family we will forever have. We have decided not to continue ttc. It is blatantly obvious that the odds are stacked against us. Of course we can continue to pop medicine into us and spend every day focusing on how to get pregnant. But, emotionally we have determined it would be better for us to move on. We have an absolutely amazing son who will be 8 in a few short weeks, and more furry kids than we can handle some days. :) We are content in our family as it is and the pressure of medications, doctors, what ifs, maybes....it takes away from all that we already have. It's been a very personal, heart renching and heart searching journey to this answer.
And as my body comes off of all these hormones I'm confronted with even more questions, demons and emotions. Over one mountain and off to the other.
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