Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Frustrated and Tired

Our few days in Florida were amazing, however, I feel like I need a vacation after my vacation.  I'm exhausted.  But, no time to rest..... it's finals week.  Thankfully I only have one more test tonight and an essay to write and then I will be done with this term.  I am ready to put this whole term of school behind me and move on.

Tomorrow is my mouth surgery.  I am so nervous I haven't slept in two days. I would like to fast forward to when it's over with and I'm not in pain.

Today I called the doctor, because we had decided I would start clomid after getting back from Florida.  Well....  I call them and explain about my period last month.  They hang up, call back and say, "You need to come in for an ultrasound. And quit taking the progesterone."  They're afraid I might have cysts or palps on my ovaries or my uterus.  GREAT! This would really not suprise me, beings that my mom had her uterus removed when she was 25.  Since I have surgery tomorrow, and the doctor is gone all next week I have to wait until the 25th to be seen.



I'm not feeling optimistic, not even slightly.  I feel like quiting.

2 comments:

  1. Way to torture you!! :( I couldn't even imagine how frustrating this has to be for you. Hang in there hun!

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  2. OK so I was just reading this other blog I follow
    http://www.inthiswonderfullife.com/ Another VERY sad story because they lost their baby to a heart defect. :( So grab some kleenex if you read the back story! lol BUT they just found out they are prego with TWINS! Amazing right? Anyway, u should read it cuz I guess this chic has PCOS too and she like thoroughly described everything she took and went through as they tried to get prego this time. Like to the date. lol Just read the most recent post. Anyway,just made me think of u! She said people can e-mail her too if they have any questions bout it.

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